My parents tell me that I could read at a young age. I don’t remember learning how to read. It is as if I just knew it. I joke that I was born with a book in my hand. I don’t read as much as I used to. Mostly due to time, a different job, and not riding the bus. My eyesight isn’t as good as it used to be so that is also a deterrent. But if you ask me my age, I’ll tell you twenty-nine.
The Child Author
So back to writing, I loved to read and being an author was the greatest job in the world! I was in my tweens when I wrote my first stories. One was a “mystery” and I use that term loosely because since I was a kid, I doubt there was much mystery involved in it. I wrote other things for school, poems, and whatnot. I also wrote a story about a guy I liked. My friend told him about it though. So I think I threw it away. I think my brother found some of my writing and I threw it away.
Start and Stop
My thoughts became clear on paper. That was my goal to write. So what happened between then and now? In college, I changed my major a hundred times and decided that even though I wanted to be a journalist, it wasn’t something that I felt like I could support myself doing. They had me taking radio classes and that had nothing to do with writing.
I kept a journal for a while, then stopped. I’d write down my prayers, then stopped. I wrote letters to God, then stopped. Do you see a pattern?
I still had the desire and wanted to write. Other people were writing, publishing their own books and blogs. I believed I could too, so I got the blog, then I stopped. I didn’t realize that I would have to build it.
The Blog
Little by little I got it built and little by little I write. It is hard for me to come up with things to write about. Yes, you can give me a topic and I can write about it, but it will feel forced. I need to be in the mood and have the flow to write. It doesn’t always come easy. Now I am writing, can I call myself a writer? Not really. I don’t have a book and I’m not a household name or on the bestseller list.
My thoughts seem scrambled to me sometimes and my posts are goofy. I know I don’t always hit a home run. But I’m doing it, so I can’t fault myself for trying. I have to keep moving forward. I believe that I have been given a gift. It took me a while to use it, but I have a lifetime of lessons to put to good use.
I will keep writing and I hope you’ll keep reading and maybe my blog will grow.
Thank you to all of you who comment on the blog, Facebook, and e-mail. I appreciate all of you for supporting me on my journey!
The conversational quality of all of your post is unique ( whether it is educational or thoughts from your heart )…I always know I need a comfortable chair and a cup of coffee when I start to read because it’s as if you are here and we are chatting.
Thank you!!